Archive for the ‘Life’ Category

Knock, knock.

If there is one thing I learned this weekend, it’s that nothing lasts forever (yes, folks – even life insurance rates.  If you’re looking to buy, look into them pronto).  And I bet you’re just dying for me to elaborate further on my “nothing lasts forever” statement but nay, not today.  Maybe never.  I know.. I’m such a tease, shoot me.

All I know is that I’m feeling down and out.  I have had a hell of a week already, you just don’t know.  It doesn’t help that my little girl is coming down with a cold and I wish it was me rather than her.  If only I could spare everyone from pain.. if only I could have spared everyone.  Vague, aren’t I?  That is the word for today.

Sigh.

Posted on May 15th, 2010 by admin  |  No Comments »

Please shine down on me.

The raining has stopped and ever since then, I have been exposing myself so much more in the sun.  This is particularly bad because 1) I don’t invest in the best wrinkle creams, and 2) my skin and SPF don’t seem to get along.  Which is weird because I remember using Bare Escentuals and their mineral powders contain SPF and my face didn’t go crazy and my lips didn’t swell up like that of a clowns (this happened in college when I tried one of those Soft Lips lip balm thingamjingies that had SPF in it – oh the horror!).  Anyways, with the nice weather these days, this means more park playdates with Erynne’s adorable friends from school.  Another bad.  So bad, in fact, that just last week (Friday, to be exact) my bottom lip erupted into a fever blister (imagine clowns lips too!).  I’ll spare you the details but let me tell you, it was bad timing – we didn’t even get to spend a decent Mother’s Day meal out on the town because I didn’t want to show myself to the world.  So yeah.  Looks like I am going to be looking like toast this summer with all the park activities my girl has lined up.  Bless my lips and wrinkles!

Posted on May 11th, 2010 by admin  |  No Comments »

The anti-social neighbor.

Did I tell you I hate unexpected guests knocking at my front door?  That makes me grumpy (yes, I am the anti-social neighbor, can you tell?).  This is especially true when I’m still in my pajamas.  It’s not like I wear pretty clothes to sleep and I don’t like having to get dressed if I have nowhere to go for the day.  A driveway alarm would be wonderful.  Then I’d know if someone was pulling up into our driveway and I could sneak off to the bedroom without being seen in the family room from the living room window.  And can I just say?  If you’re going to come knocking on my door wanting to talk about God, please don’t.  That makes me crankier than hell.

Posted on May 6th, 2010 by admin  |  No Comments »

You.

And even though I know how very far apart we are
It helps to think we might be wishin’ on the same bright star
And when the night wind starts to sing a lonesome lullaby
It helps to think we’re sleeping underneath the same big sky

Posted on March 21st, 2010 by admin  |  No Comments »

Real.

You know what I miss?  Besides a Mt. Dew (which I had last night before coming home from class, teeheee!), a good, quality post.  I haven’t done those in so long.  I’ve been going back on some of the things I’ve written over the years and I can’t tell you how my posts have gone bad to horrible to nothing at all.  I won’t apologize for all the ads that you see but I will try my darnest to start partying blogging like it’s 1999 there’s no tomorrow.  Ha ha, okay well.. maybe not that desperately because these fat fingers of mine would never be able to keep up anyways.

And I’ll start today.  Right now.

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In a few minutes, E will come walking through that door and he’ll wonder why the house isn’t all that tidy.  And I’ll tell him I didn’t want to do anything but bask in my little girl’s birthday glory of having a “lucky day.”  Then he’ll play around with the little girl giving me a few more minutes to blog a good, quality blog before we set off into the sunset for some fun, food and shopping (I did say it was the little girl’s birthday right?).  What to write, what to write.  Too many to list.  Whaaaaat?  Speechless already?  You don’t say.

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5 years ago today, I gave birth and came face to face with one of the most amazing people I’ve been blessed to know, have and be a part of.  You all know who I’m talking about and *gush*, how I love her so.  I was in her class right before dismissal at noon and I was invited to her little Montessori birthday celebration.  She walked around the earth 5 times to signify her age and we presented a collage of pictures to her classmates, detailing some of the events in her life.  It was so heartwarming, I could have spent all day in that classroom.  Preschoolers are so cute *gush*.  Brings me back to that whole Wordsworth fave poem of mine that contains the lines, “The Child is Father of the Man.”  Yep, I have definitely softened up over the years folks.  Catch me a decade ago and I might have been that one person in the crowd making faces at your kids.  And no, I’m not talking about nice faces.  Uh huh.  Birthday party is tomorrow night with a few of her classmates.  I am having such a blast getting to know the other parents at her school.  And I look forward to the Thursday mornings I volunteer at her school too.

I think I am really ready for another one.  God, you got that?  Hear their prayers.  HAHAHA.

Time’s up folks.  Til we laugh again.

Posted on March 19th, 2010 by admin  |  No Comments »

Get insured.

There was a major accident on the freeway this weekend.  It was terrible — head on collision between one of those cute mini-coopers and a huge SUV.  The SUV was upside down and you could see all the airbags activated.  Not sure if there was a second passenger in the front seat but all I saw was one person on the ground — he was laid out on a stretcher surrounded by a lot of EMT’s.  I really hope no one died.  That or those involved had the chance to at least look at some term life insurance rates and sign up for coverage.  Get insured if you aren’t already.  You’ll be glad you did!

Posted on January 31st, 2010 by admin  |  1 Comment »

So we meet again.

I hate that I just seem to pop up here and there.  I promise I think about this blog a lot more than my actions convey.  I thought I’d love my Creative Writing class that I recently signed up for — wrong.  And I should have known, right?  I can’t even keep up with a blog (where creative juices are welcome), much less force it out for assignments.  So no thanks.  Dropped it after the second meeting cuz God knows I don’t do poems.  Eek.

After my summer class (as in, literally right after my final exam), I sped off to Vegas with the little girl.  You know what that means — food, food, food.  Afterall, what else do you do in Vegas if you don’t gamble, right?  Hahahaha.  Would post pics of myself but I need me some weight loss supplements — I seriously do not like what I am seeing when pictures look back at me.  I’m so consumed with the idea that I was able to lose 46 pounds in some distant lifetime and now, in what will soon turn into a year, I can’t even shed 4 measly pounds! I wonder if a new pair of sneakers would jump start my engine?

Posted on August 27th, 2009 by admin  |  No Comments »

For reference and filler.

John Hopkins Update – Good article

AFTER YEARS OF TELLING PEOPLE CHEMOTHERAPY IS THE ONLY WAY TO TRY (‘TRY’, BEING THE KEY WORD) TO ELIMINATE CANCER, JOHNS HOPKINS IS FINALLY STARTING TO TELL YOU THERE IS AN ALTERNATIVE WAY.  

Cancer Update from Johns Hopkins:  

1. Every person has cancer cells in the body. These cancer cells do not show up in the standard tests until they have multiplied to a few billion. When doctors tell cancer patients that there are no more cancer cells in their bodies after treatment, it just means the tests are unable to detect the cancer cells because they have not reached the detectable size.  

2. Cancer cells occur between 6 to more than 10 times in a person’s lifetime.  

3 When the person’s immune system is strong the cancer cells will be destroyed and prevented from multiplying and forming tumors.  

4. When a person has cancer it indicates the person has multiple nutritional deficiencies. These could be due to genetic, environmental, food and lifestyle factors.  

5. To overcome the multiple nutritional deficiencies, changing diet and including supplements will strengthen the immune system.  

6. Chemotherapy involves poisoning the rapidly-growing cancer cells and also destroys rapidly-growing healthy cells in the bone marrow, gastrointestinal tract etc, and can cause organ damage, like liver, kidneys, heart, lungs etc.  

7. Radiation while destroying cancer cells also burns, scars and damages healthy cells, tissues and organs.  

8. Initial treatment with chemotherapy and radiation will often reduce tumor size. However prolonged use of chemotherapy and radiation do not result in more tumor destruction.  

9. When the body has too much toxic burden from chemotherapy and radiation the immune system is either compromised or destroyed, hence the person can succumb to various kinds of infections and complications.  

10. Chemotherapy and radiation can cause cancer cells to mutate and become resistant and difficult to destroy. Surgery can also cause cancer cells to spread to other sites.  

11. An effective way to battle cancer is to starve the cancer cells by not feeding it with the foods it needs to multiply.

CANCER CELLS FEED ON:

a. Sugar is a cancer-feeder. By cutting off sugar it cuts off one important food supply to the cancer cells. Sugar substitutes like NutraSweet, Equal, Spoonful, etc are made with Aspartame and it is harmful. A better natural substitute would be Manuka honey or molasses but only in very small amounts. Table salt has a chemical added to make it white in color. Better alternative is Bragg’s aminos or sea salt.  

b. Milk causes the body to produce mucus, especially in the gastro-intestinal tract. Cancer feeds on mucus. By cutting off milk and substituting with unsweetened soy milk cancer cells are being starved.  

c. Cancer cells thrive in an acid environment. A meat-based diet is acidic and it is best to eat fish, and a little chicken rather than beef or pork. Meat also contains livestock antibiotics, growth hormones and parasites, which are all harmful, especially to people with cancer.  

d. A diet made of 80% fresh vegetables and juice, whole grains, seeds, nuts and a little fruits help put the body into an alkaline environment. About 20% can be from cooked food including beans. Fresh vegetable juices provide live enzymes that are easily absorbed and reach down to cellular levels within 15 minutes to nourish and enhance growth of healthy cells. To obtain live enzymes for building healthy cells try and drink fresh vegetable juice (most vegetables including bean sprouts) and eat some raw vegetables 2 or 3 times a day. Enzymes are destroyed at temperatures of 104 degrees F (40 degrees C).  

e. Avoid coffee, tea, and chocolate, which have high caffeine. Green tea is a better alternative and has cancer fighting properties. Water-best to drink purified water, or filtered, to avoid known toxins and heavy metals in tap water. Distilled water is acidic, avoid it.

12. Meat protein is difficult to digest and requires a lot of digestive enzymes. Undigested meat remaining in the intestines becomes putrefied and leads to more toxic buildup.  

13. Cancer cell walls have a tough protein covering. By refraining from or eating less meat it frees more enzymes to attack the protein walls of cancer cells and allows the body’s killer cells to destroy the cancer cells.  

14. Some supplements build up the immune system (IP6, Flor-ssence, Essiac, anti-oxidants, vitamins, minerals, EFAs etc.) to enable the bodies own killer cells to destroy cancer cells. Other supplements like vitamin E are known to cause apoptosis, or programmed cell death, the body’s normal method of disposing of damaged, unwanted, or unneeded cells.  

15. Cancer is a disease of the mind, body, and spirit. A proactive and positive spirit will help the cancer warrior be a survivor. Anger, un-forgiveness and bitterness put the body into a stressful and acidic environment. Learn to have a loving and forgiving spirit. Learn to relax and enjoy life.  

16. Cancer cells cannot thrive in an oxygenated environment. Exercising daily, and deep breathing help to get more oxygen down to the cellular level. Oxygen therapy is another means employed to destroy cancer cells.  

1. No plastic containers in micro.  

2. No water bottles in freezer.  

3. No plastic wrap in microwave.

Johns Hopkins has recently sent this out in its newsletters. This information is being circulated at Walter Reed Army Medical Center as well. Dioxin chemicals cause cancer, especially breast cancer. Dioxins are highly poisonous to the cells of our bodies. Don’t freeze your plastic bottles with water in them as this releases dioxins from the plastic. Recently, Dr. Edward Fujimoto, Wellness Program Manager at Cast le Hospital, was on a TV program to explain this health hazard. He talked about dioxins and how bad they are for us. He said that we should not be heating our food in the microwave using plastic containers. This especially applies to foods that contain fat. He said that the combination of fat, high heat, and plastics releases dioxin into the food and ultimately into the cells of the body. Instead, he recommends using glass, such as Corning Ware, Pyrex or ceramic containers for heating food You get the same results, only without the dioxin. So such things as TV dinners, instant ramen and soups, etc., should be removed from the container and heated in something else. Paper isn’t bad but you don’t know what is in the paper. It’s just safer to use tempered glass, Corning Ware, etc. He reminded us that a while ago some of the fast food restaurants moved away from the foam containers to paper. The dioxin problem is one of the reasons.

Also, he pointed out that plastic wrap, such as Saran, is just as dangerous when placed over foods to be cooked in the microwave. As the food is nuked, the high heat causes poisonous toxins to actually melt out of the plastic wrap and drip into the food. Cover food with a paper towel instead.

Posted on August 4th, 2009 by admin  |  No Comments »

Life insurance.

My mom is super generous.  She bought me and my sister life insurance because she claims the life insurance rate she was quoted was too good to pass up.  Plus, insurance is love :) .  So when my sister was here a few weeks ago, a nurse came by to draw our blood and check our blood pressures and weight in order to see if we qualify.  Fast forward to yesterday:  my sister received approval in the mail but I haven’t received anything yet!  I am probably too much of a liability for them because I’m so sexy (but hopefully, someone’s sitting in a board room rooting for me, LOL!).  I’ll find out in a few days, I’m sure.  Fingers crossed!  And just to throw it out there, if you can afford it, get insured.  I’ve heard too many sad stories.

Posted on July 27th, 2009 by admin  |  No Comments »

Century-old furnace.

When our furnace gave out on us a few months ago, I freaked out when black smoke started coming out of the kitchen vent.  Smoke alarm went off and all and the fire department?  At the front door within minutes.  Timing was super bad because it was in the middle of the night, Erynne was fast asleep so she had to be wrapped up in blankets so I could drop her off at my mom’s house two doors away.  Long story short, our house smelled terrible, found a furnace guy in the yellow pages, had him come out and inspect the damage and my worst fear came true – he started talking about possible asbestos exposure!  Thoughts of mesothelioma started running through my mind and you better believe we immediately put him to work to replace the century-old furnace underneath our house. 

Posted on July 26th, 2009 by admin  |  2 Comments »