2 more days..
and we’re off to Miami.
I don’t think I’ve recovered from our trip to Vegas and soon, we’re off on a plane again. Oh wait, what is this? Am I complaining? Not really. I was kinda venting in my other blog but today, I’m remaining hopeful, whatever that means. I guess I’m feeling emotions that I didn’t think I’d feel in leaving Erynne behind. I don’t know if it’s normal but I’m expecting the worst — afterall, this is my first time to really leave her behind. Sigh. If going out dancing in Vegas (and wishing I were at home with Erynne) is an indication of what is to come, then we are dead meat.
What is wrong with me? Am I too domesticated now? Have I become boring? God forbid! I have this image of me calling home every port we arrive in just to call home and make sure the little girl is fine. How awful would that be. Worse yet, I hope I don’t cry because I’ll miss her too much. What the freak. Hello, I’m going to have quality time with my husband once and for all, and what? I’ll be thinking only of my daughter? Niiiiiiiice. Yep, maybe I have become a boring old hag. Shoot.
At the same time, I’m starting to feel some excitement. Just this morning when Erynne was hitting my face while I tried to get those last few seconds of sleep, I was in heaven thinking I’d be able to sleep through the night and the morning without interruption from anyone once we’re on that cruise ship. Heaven! But then again, our time is so limited on the ship, I doubt we’d spend any extra time sleeping. 5 days will go by fast.
Have I told you I haven’t even unpacked from our Vegas trip? My train of thought? What for? We’re leaving in a few days — I’ll figure it all out tomorrow
. Hahahaha. This time, the husband is going to pack his own things. Last time, he was complaining that I wouldn’t let him pack his own clothes. Fine, fine, fine — do it yourself so that when you DO forget something you wanted to bring, you have no one else to blame but yourself
. And me? Tell me what money cannot buy when you forget something from home. And this is so true of Vegas. Like I said, so I forgot to pack a few things when we went to Vegas, so what? Because seriously? Everything you need for Vegas is in Vegas so why fret?
Haaay, even as a mommy, I’m much too carefree. I wish I could be organized and anal like some moms. They’re my heroes. I relax too much. Heh, but for someone who relaxes too much, I sure do take myself way too seriously sometimes. LOL.
Can’t wait to go on vacation again
. No more being boring old hag. I wanna sin, sin, sin!!!!!
PS. I wanna sin, sin, sin!!!!!
—–> Yah, because I’m such a good person already, ah-huh

