Out of control.
After all the food I’ve been consuming (for example: we had Chinese food for lunch yesterday… then we headed to Goldilocks restaurant for dessert. Everyone had halo halo except me because all I really wanted was “karioka.” But then I saw a girl eating sisig. I tried my best to ignore her while I continued chewing my way through my balls of karioka but no avail — in the end, I had hubby order me sisig…WITH RICE. Great dessert, eh?), there’s really no surprise as to why I am at the same weight I was 2 months ago. I am terribly out of control, taking for granted that I am fully capable of disciplining myself with my food intake. I guess that’s what the holidays do to you (ugh, enough with excuses!!!).
Bottomline: I’m starting this week right and I will track my food accordingly. Just because it’s the holidays shouldn’t give me the right to splurge just because. How disrespectful to all the weight I’ve lost so far, ya know? (Click here for my weight loss to date!). I was too confident at the beginning of the year (remember that 96 pounds nonsense?) so what I want to say now is that I hope I can lose 10 more pounds by December 31st. And yes, without Apidexin, thank you very much.
Surely I can do this, yeah?



